Author Archives: shawnpavey

Love Letter to the World

Love Letter to the World

 

 

Here, in this season of dying,

neighbors, three of them in as many years,

spouses and nephews and parents of co-workers,

playwrights, artists, poets, musicians, and actors,

old acquaintances and classmates and teachers

with whom I had not spoken in decades,

all of whom I adored,

friends and family so far from here;

this list growing longer through all of my days.

 

It is Sunday in eastern Kansas,

under a wide blue and temperate

summer sky, cool sweat on my brow

from a morning mow, I am wishing

I am wishing I am wishing and I wish

for all of us, all of us, more time

in back yards, on porch swings,

around barbecue grills, in living rooms,

in kitchens, in coffee shops, book stores, and bars.

 

Let us speak to each other

over cups in which we hold

our broken spirits together

where we sip our beer,

drink our coffee, hell, I’ll even brew

strong sweet tea that we can

pour over ice with or without

fine bourbon on the side.

 

Let us talk of our lives together and separate,

speak softly of things

in our shattered and mended hearts,

tell such stories that weave us into a tapestry

of our larger, collected selves.

 

Find me here or there or wherever I may be.

Take my hand, grab my shoulder,

then let us steal away to a quiet corner

and enjoy some music or sit in silence,

together in this whole, big mess of a world.

 

© Shawn Pavey, 2019. All rights reserved.

Poem for My Wife

What I Say to You After Work: for Naomi
  
  
It’s just a bad day, Darlin.
There have been others before this 
and we’re still here, still breathing, still 
waking up in the morning to do it all over again.
I know. I know it has to get better. It will. 
Let’s go for a walk 
and look at the maples in our neighborhood 
budding their fresh green leaves, 
shedding the whirlygigs 
with their veined helicopter wings.
Let’s feel the warming spring Kansas breeze 
on our faces, let it tousle our hair 
like a busy mother’s touch. 
Let’s leave the smart phones 
and music players at home. 
Let’s talk out the frustrations 
and the humiliations and the fuckups.
Let’s talk about planting flowers and tomatoes, 
playing guitars, grilling, inviting friends over, 
getting out of the house. Let’s stop at the corner
where the redbud ignites against the greening grass.
Let’s curse the dandelions but enjoy the yellow. 
Let’s give the bad day the attention it deserves, 
which, really, 
  
ain’t much. 

© 2019 by Shawn Pavey
 

Poem About Georgia O’Keeffe, the Desert, NYC, and the Moon

 
 Ladder to the Moon
             for Georgia O’Keeffe
  
 When it’s time, you’ll know.
 You’ll see it hanging in front of you
 as if it had always been there, 
 a hand-made wooden ladder
 above night-blackened red desert hills, 
 its bottom rung too high to even jump for, 
 top rung reaching nothing 
 save the space between earth sand and moon soil.
  
 And somewhere past this desert, 
 past every thing, 
 strains a music of cinder blocks, 
 choirs of cranes and car horns, 
 and towers in New   York
 reverberating a struggle 
 to reach only higher than they can.
  
 If you can just see what is here, 
 then maybe a ladder will fall within your reach, 
 maybe it will carry you up 
 to touch and stand on a moon of your own, 
 to look down on towers of concrete, steel, and glass
  
 that seem so small from there.
  
 © Shawn Pavey, 2019